A Cry of the restless Heart Oh Sri Sai

Aum Sairam

I feel restless, I feel lost, Oh Sri Sai
I look for a sign from you, with no luck, Oh Sri Sai
Could it be that your have forgotten me? Oh Sri Sai
My heart shivers with this thought Oh Sri Sai.

I would rather die than earn your wrath Oh Sri Sai
Then came the thunderous inner voice Oh Sri Sai
How could a father forget his child? Oh Sri Sai
My heart is lightened with this thought Oh Sri Sai.

Yet I am desperate to seek you everywhere Oh Sri Sai
I know you hold me to your bosom, Oh Sri Sai
Yet my mind goes astray with wild thoughts Oh Sri Sai
Could it be that I've displeased you in anyway? Oh Sri Sai.

I pray you forgive my sins, Oh Sri Sai
I pray you give me patience, Oh Sri Sai
So that with every passing minute, Oh Sri Sai
My love for you might triple Oh Sri Sai.

I pray my eyes ever seek you in this world Oh Sri Sai
I know you listen to my every breath, Oh Sri Sai
And the plea in every heart beat Oh Sri Sai
Yet why do I feel restless? Oh Sri Sai.

Is it my ignorance, urging me to seek you always? Oh Sri Sai
Or is it my arrogance wanting to see you run to me at every cry? Oh Sri Sai
What ever be it, a father has no choice Oh Sri Sai
But to run and hold His child to His heart Oh Sri Sai.

I wait for you to fulfill your promise to me Oh Sri Sai
I wait for your presence in the house Oh Sri Sai
I wait for your blessing on the day Oh Sri Sai
I seek your love everywhere Oh Sri Sai.

Please heed to this cry of restless heart Oh Sri Sai
Wanting to see more of you everyday, everywhere Oh Sri Sai
Draw me closer to you with every passing day Oh Sri Sai
Breathing only your name, singing only your fame Oh Sri Sai.

Allah Malik